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Name : Ian Pang
Nick :Pang Sai,Pang Pang Pang
Age :16
D.O.B :Ask Me =P
Horoscope: =P
Email :ask me
School:Pei Chun(pri) Maris Stella High School(sec)
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-Music
-Cars/ Aeroplanes
-Making Music
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-ur hates betrayals
-Cocky Ppl
-Ppl Whom Try to be idiots with me
-Irresponsible Ppl
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-A better Clarinet Player
- Get Into SNYO
- Have True and Trusted Friends whom would stay with me
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Lets' get straight to the point here. What happened today was something i didn't expect. What on earth did i do wrong? You Are not happy becos i cannot go for the cycling outing? You know what? i didn't even ask you to cancel the outing. YOU DID! I also didn't even say that i am not going to celebrate with you. We can still celebrate together. so what else you want?!? You know what i feel sometimes. I feel that you dun even appreciate anything that i do! That is why sometimes i think why do i even bother doing all these extra things for you!
1) I had to trouble my mum to help me get the present for you becos i didn't have time to.
2) Why do you even think i bother to get the club for us to play pool together? I Had to beg my dad you know? Becos i knew you really wanted to play pool.
3) I planned this outing for 3 weeks and nobody even seems to care or help. Do i have to do this? I still have to study you know? Esp when my results sucks.
4) I took study time off to talk or call you when i know you are sick. Do i have to?
5) I took time off to find places that i can bring you and joan for you bdae. Do i have to?
6) When it was my bdae this year i had to force to come. Are we even " Brothers"?
7) Not giving me a present i can accept. But you didn't even wished me Happy Birthday.
8) During my bdae celebration all you cared was ur games at home and you were sought of in a hurry to leave. ( i know that ur mum also forced you to go home) that is another thing .
Now ask urself this: Have you even appreciated anything that i've done? My Answer is NO! I DUN EVEN FEEL IT! You just only care about yourself and yourself! When you had troubles you approach me but when i have you didn't seem to care much.You SIMPLY JUST TAKE ME FOR GRANTED. YOU DUN EVEN CONSIDER MY FEELINGS! WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM?! A ROBOT?
Something that i've notice is you dun really treasure ur frens much. ( Not from our class) You just eventually leave them alone when you are done with them. Do you even have any true friends? My answer is ( ) . You Always create problems for ur ownself and then come complaining to me. WHY? you did it to yourself. Another thing. You said we were noisy today. YOU FUCKING HELL THINK YOU ARE NOT NOISY MEH? LET ME TELL YOU I AM SUPER IRRITATED BY UR NOISE AND EXTRA-NESS. I DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING TO YOU AND YOU MUST COME FIND SOMETHING TO IRRITATE PPL SO THAT YOU CAN GET THEIR ATTENTION. I HAVE TRUCK LOADS OF EXAMPLES. JUST ASK ME AND I WILL TELL YOU.
I've really regretted not listening to my parents. Mum, dad . if you see this i just wanna say that i'm sorry that i didn't listen to ur advice. you were right. and it was proven today.
Now The Damage Done Is Just too much for me to take....
I'm Fortunate that i still have cousin and my Best Friend ( Kyle and Joan) =) They were always there for me when i needed them. Thank you =D and i love you both. They are examples of what i find as True Friends.
PS: Its not only me that i feel this about you. There are still many ppl . You would be surprise who they are. I shall give you some respect and privacy. If you really want to know who they are ask me. I've Full evidence that they feel the same way. Its all saved.
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I am having secong thoughts now. i dun see why i should be doing all these when you didn't even care last time...... why should i even go the extra mile.. you dun even appreciate it? Hiaz... i dunno why but i just feel emo this days. just like Zj xD That thing which i was suppose to do abt a month ago is not done yet. WHY!?! Ian Stop wasting ur time!! They dun even care!
I dun even feel like going for that thing anymore because i feel that its a waste of my time... spending time with some screwed up shits..
Just received an sms from joan that told me to stop emoing... fine i shall stop...
Now!
The New Dateline.
Is
This Sun 18/7. And that is when i want to completely forget abt it!
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